CAUSE DATS HOW I ROLL!!



...no, really--that's how i roll

10/9/2007 8:45:39 PM

10/9/2007 8:45:54 PM

^

10/9/2007 8:46:02 PM

I'm gonna gain 300 pounds and dye my hair blonde and that will be me!

10/9/2007 8:46:52 PM

I think you'll need more than 300 pounds to look like that Shawna

10/9/2007 8:47:56 PM

hmmm...does she look like more than 440 pounds?


I can't really tell.

10/9/2007 8:48:39 PM

that bitch is like a metric ton

10/9/2007 8:50:39 PM

that was punny.....

10/9/2007 9:00:25 PM

I weigh about 200 lbs

and you could easily fit four physical mes in her body

I wouldn't be surprised if she topped 1000

10/9/2007 9:03:01 PM

Growing up, I always felt fat. I was a big a kid--taller, more developed, and well, fat. I remember when I switched from private to public school in fourth grade, and my older sister talked my mom into taking me to The Limited Too (when it wasn't trashy, folks) to get some new clothes for school. That salesperson was hell bent on making a sale, and I musta been in there for three hours trying on pants, and nothing fit. My mom bought me a fucking a tie to make me feel better about the whole ordeal. It was cool though--I got to shop at J. Crew and Abercrombie and The Limited when most of my friends were still stuck in the girl's section of whatever department store.

Anyway, I continued to feel fat. I got stomach viruses that helped me lose weight, and I had "techniques" that kept me chubby instead of fat. They weren't even real eating disorders--obsessive exercise, purging, and starvation were just the things that I had to do to vaguely resemble all my thinner counterparts, and nobody knew I did that stuff at such a young age because it never showed...I was always chubby, no matter what I did.

I would look back on pictures of myself when I was younger and realize that I wasn't that fat, but I felt fat at the time of looking back. And then a year or two later, I'd look back again and realize I wasn't fat when I was looking back, but I still felt fat. And then I'd look back again, and it would be the same thing over and over again. And I was getting bigger and bigger this whole time of looking back.

So now that I'm actually fat, I look to pictures like the first one in this thread and realize that someday I may be that large and look back on myself now and wish that I could be this "thin." Appreciate your body as it is...it can always get worse.

(I'm drunk and felt like sharing.)

10/9/2007 9:21:05 PM

wow

that is sad on so many levels

10/9/2007 9:25:31 PM

I never saw THAT pun coming...

10/9/2007 9:25:39 PM

^^^worthless w/o pics

10/9/2007 9:25:58 PM

^^^I'm aware.

Thanks for reading.



[Edited on October 9, 2007 at 9:28 PM. Reason : if your post wasn't in response to mine, I'ma be super embarassed.]

10/9/2007 9:28:03 PM