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Quote : | "So last night, I finally hooked up with a girl after more than a month of no fap. We were doing our thing, and I began, like normal, picturing pornographic images in my head to help get myself along. For the first time in my life, I thought to myself "What the fuck are you doing? Here you are with a beautiful girl whose giving it her all to please you and you are thinking of porn." At that moment, I looked into her eyes and saw the human being in her, not the sex object I had been looking at for 15 years. In fact, normally, I would have not even bothered trying to hook with with this girl, because she didn't meet the "porn" standards of beauty I normally associated with hooking up. This was the biggest turn on ever. For the first time I actually enjoyed the moment I was having, spending it with another human being in the act of something amazing and beautiful. I finished for the first time in years without having to role my eyes back and think of porn. It was incredible. As I walked home with the sun coming up, I thought to myself "I'm never going back to porn, ever." I'm seeing her again Wednesday. Just thought I'd share. This journey is worth it." |
http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/20koy4/something_incredible_happened_last_night/ 3/17/2014 1:50:03 AM
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