ex gf issues?

4/25/2011 2:23:12 AM

Depressed is my middle name these last couple of years. If I could get out from under my mountain of debt, get out of this condo, hit the road for places far away...I need a change.

4/25/2011 2:29:58 AM

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"I need a change"

i say this everyday. i'm counting down hardcore until the fall. when i should have enough $$ save to peace out...even if i haven't found a job. gotta get out of here.

4/25/2011 2:31:49 AM

Quote :

"ex gf issues?"

A little bit.

4/25/2011 2:38:05 AM

you need to forget about that grapefruit

that shit's sour and squirts in your eye

4/25/2011 2:42:16 AM

lol

4/25/2011 2:43:02 AM

i love grapefruit!!!!!!!!!

4/25/2011 2:50:33 AM

PRESENT



well not depressed but in a pretty blah mood

5/20/2011 9:30:47 PM

saaaaaaame

5/20/2011 9:31:20 PM

plus i fell down the stairs today with my computer and it smashed at the bottom and now does crazy things in the middle of typing sometimes

WHOOPS

5/20/2011 9:32:47 PM

i'm not depressed

i'm just ILL AS SHIT

5/20/2011 9:51:51 PM

Every motherfuckin' day. I'd love to have ONE good day soon.

5/20/2011 10:29:39 PM

mfp

5/21/2011 12:52:59 AM

food will be your friend

5/21/2011 1:19:54 AM

I don't get depressed or angry anymore

because I choose not to

5/21/2011 2:23:25 AM

Loose a wife, its not a choice.

5/21/2011 2:28:08 AM

getting married is

sorry about your lose, though

5/21/2011 2:31:44 AM

I didn't get raptured.

5/21/2011 2:32:46 AM

Post.

5/21/2011 3:16:12 AM

medication for the cause is a placebo!

but seriously though, if you think something is wrong, and you can't shake it, there is no shame in getting help

5/21/2011 3:36:26 AM

just ended a 4 year relationship by my choice

so why do i feel like absolute shit?

sigh

5/28/2011 11:31:42 PM

great now you'll remember this breakup every fucking memorial day

way to go

I'm no helping much huh?

5/28/2011 11:33:48 PM

haha its all good

you get what you pay for on tdub therapy

my question was pretty rhetorical anyway, i know exactly why i feel like shit, just need to find healthy ways to deal with it, after i finish this bottle of Knob Creek that is.

5/28/2011 11:37:04 PM

oh hay

delish

5/28/2011 11:38:12 PM

i guess i will not have a day this week where i don't end the day in rage and tears

i'm surprised there is even any skin left around my eyes. they're all raw and this is like one of my last pairs of contacts and its getting all fucked up by stupid salt water

ughhhhhhh

7/14/2011 6:55:58 PM

I'm getting back into this phase now

it sucks

7/14/2011 6:59:19 PM

I don't want to sit and wait for a person to get downtrodden by someone else, while they're hiding from me because I'm not happy. We still have things to work out, but I can't be mad while you're just pushing yourself down.

I just want to love.
Don't make me wait.
Why has all of today sucked so much.

7/14/2011 7:25:56 PM

7/14/2011 7:51:52 PM

i had this sad moment today
and i keep thinking about the moment
and now i can't sleep

ugh

7/14/2011 11:56:51 PM

i realized tonight while i was running (in the dark by myself like a moron) that if i went missing the first person/people that would notice i was MIA would probably be tdub, at least in tonight's situation since i don't have to go to the office tomorrow.

mainly cause i'd miss posting and ThePeter would notice

kinda sad to know :-/

9/4/2011 10:07:44 PM

But we would be concerned and make emce or the5thsoth check on you

9/4/2011 10:24:06 PM

haha well thank you

9/4/2011 10:25:22 PM

9/4/2011 10:29:02 PM

I'd make a missing runner thread for you.

9/4/2011 10:29:42 PM

10/21/2011 1:06:53 AM

you need friends

10/21/2011 1:26:58 AM

I'm doing all right now

I just have natural mood issues, and they keep going back and forth lol

I really don't think I need friends that much, honestly

I could use like 1 or 2 maybe IRL

and I have several good ones already (even tho they're far away)

generally trying to make friends in an area like Washington is fruitless

the types of people here mostly annoy me

10/21/2011 1:30:09 AM

^you like to smoke weed, right? you should get high and start going on runs. if you do it at night, you'll keep a really good pace 'cause the paranoia will sometimes make you feel like you're being chased. but at the times when you aren't terrified, you're high will be amplified considerably. try it out.

10/21/2011 1:55:01 AM

I'd have to vap it I guess, cause I don't think my lungs would agree with smoking right before running

I haven't smoked in quite some time though (but believe me I've tried to find some, but just failed haha)

I'll def have to try that though

sounds alicious

10/21/2011 2:01:00 AM

poast :/

1/21/2012 3:17:13 PM

toast

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