i, too, have seen a former gf on the cover of the slammer

6/17/2010 5:22:12 PM

I haven't seen it yet, but apparently she's crying in the picture

6/17/2010 5:35:58 PM

crap. what am i wearing tonight

6/17/2010 5:43:56 PM

THESE COOKIES ARE DELICIOUS

6/17/2010 6:07:25 PM

now that's pretty awesome

good thing you're a mod

6/17/2010 6:46:59 PM

here's hoping to a speedy conclusion to this page

6/17/2010 6:47:50 PM

(//_-)

6/17/2010 7:31:02 PM

i love that sound

6/17/2010 7:31:53 PM

It's been over four months since I've posted in this thread.

6/17/2010 7:37:18 PM

What to do tonight?

I don't want to finish cleaning my room
It's too late to head out and do much outside
I'm sick of town
heading up into the park is futile
I don't want to hang with my coworkers
I'm sikc of being in my cabin

6/17/2010 8:15:43 PM

A little early in spring, a bonfire ring. she's shivering alone.

6/17/2010 8:54:23 PM

what do I really need most now?

6/17/2010 9:20:29 PM

I miss zumba

and I can tell bodywise that I haven't been going

not bc I don't want to, but bc she lost studio space so it's only 2 days a week now. I haven't been able to make the past few Thursdays and saturdays I haven't been here as of late :-/

6/17/2010 9:41:03 PM

WOOOO
Soon, I can clip that part of the nail off

6/17/2010 9:41:44 PM

jesus...my dog just head butted me at full leaping speed right in the cheek bone....


i'll post pictures tomorrow because i know this is going to leave a mark

6/17/2010 9:50:06 PM

I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO AT HALF TIME!

bada, tobacco road, orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr EV

i just don't know

6/17/2010 10:02:56 PM

I have been/am very needy today.

And in multiple ways.

Today is one of the days where it DOES suck to be so far from what was home.

6/17/2010 10:19:43 PM

I need to take a bath and go to bed. Maybe I'll ice my shoulder while I'm in the bath. hmm

6/17/2010 10:21:33 PM

Timing, son.
Damn.

Damn.

TWW is a blog.

6/17/2010 10:34:47 PM

I quit drinking for exactly.......9 hours

Fail

6/17/2010 10:43:43 PM

do you realize that everyone you know someday will die

6/17/2010 10:54:31 PM

drink?
go to bed?
Go hope sex will fix how I feel?
stargaze and then bed?
movie?
it's a thursday night. Where the hell can I go people watch right now?

[Edited on June 17, 2010 at 11:15 PM. Reason : looks like crying is on eht menu no matter what]

6/17/2010 11:14:41 PM

Fuck all this soy sauce smells amazing. I AM SO HUNGRY

6/17/2010 11:18:27 PM

anyone know where the best place to sell



would be right now? amazon? bookstore?

6/17/2010 11:38:18 PM

amazon or half.com maybe?

6/17/2010 11:46:46 PM

Can you sell it directly to them? I really need money by July 4th weekend so I can afford a ticket to Deadmau5.

6/17/2010 11:48:53 PM

When winter falls next year,
I’ll be holding on to anything nailed down.
As for being patient
with fate and all it's getting old.
And my mind is slowly changing.

I’m calling all my oldest friends,
Saying sorry for this mess we’re in.
And I’m waiting, waiting,
for the sun to come and melt this snow,
wash away the pain and give me back control, control.

An angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up
knowing that he’s fine.
We’d all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Should we still set his plate?
Should we still save his chair?
Should we still buy him gifts?
And if we don’t did we not care?

It makes you think about the life you've led,
the shit you’ve done, the things you've said,
and its grounding, grounding.
I've been feeling 3 feet tall this month, hardly indestructible,
but the snow melts and the rhythm still goes on.

An angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up
knowing that he’s fine.
We’d all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Friends stay side by side.
In life and death you’ve always stole my heart.
You’ll always mean so much to me it’s hard to believe this.

These nights in vans,
these nights in bars,
don’t mean a thing with empty hearts.
With empty hearts.

An angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up
knowing that he’s fine.
We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Friends stay side by side.
In life and death you always stole my heart.
You’ve always meant so much to me it’s hard to believe,
so much to me it’s hard to believe,
so much to me it’s hard to believe this.

6/17/2010 11:54:45 PM

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor,
my head against the wall,
but I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck
and I'll shake responsibility.

I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes.
Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless?
Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor,
my head against the wall,
but I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck
and I'll shake responsibility, yeah.

It seems that when I ran away from my past, all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back.
But now I think it's time I realize self pity's meaningless.
Though I'm 10 feet deep,
I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor,
my head against the wall,
but I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.

But now I realize
I'd give anything I have
to walk a day in my old shoes.
Wondering what my first smoke would be like,
my first fuck,
my next fuck up.
The next band that would change my life,
and it changed my life,
and it changed my life.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.

6/17/2010 11:59:21 PM

I had three shopping carts of broken down cardboard, beer bottles, beer cans, and soda cans in my apartment.

Thank god I took all that downstairs. Now there's only 80% more cleaning and packing work to do around here.

6/18/2010 12:01:23 AM

i don't even know.

Nyquil + monster energy drank + two shots of jack = my medicine.....so tired...

feeling so fail.

Somewhere between melancholy and hopeful





punchmonk forgot me today

6/18/2010 12:03:36 AM

new job is killing me!

closed the store today

open the store tomorrow

FML

6/18/2010 12:51:42 AM

I feel like laying the smackdown on some vjj. Where de wimmens at?!!

6/18/2010 12:57:24 AM

waiting for my check to deposit...

6/18/2010 12:59:32 AM

What is up with guys trying to play shit with you?

I am so over that shit it isn't even funny.

I'm not trying to play games, don't lie to me. I'm a big girl I can handle that shit...FUCK YOU!

6/18/2010 1:42:24 AM

I'll tell you what...

I'm the type of girl that feels guilty if you pay for me. That means I'm not going to sit back and act like you are obligated to get anything from me if you take me out. Yes, if you take me out I will feel more likely to want to mess around with you, but don't think that just because you bought me a beer I'm gonna let you go to town with me. I might not have respected myself in the past but damn it, I do now. I'm not a late night booty call and if you try that shit with me it's fucking over between us....FUCK that shit.

6/18/2010 2:14:40 AM

you go girl

6/18/2010 2:16:59 AM

Sad thing is...I know as soon as I'm sober I'll get all soft hearted again.

6/18/2010 2:18:15 AM

i need to stop listening to this song and go to bed

6/18/2010 2:46:11 AM

stars fix everything

the mountains don't hurt

6/18/2010 4:44:05 AM

BOSS IS DISAPPOINT

Looks like we're going to redo the experiments starting Monday

6/18/2010 4:50:40 AM

why do these ministry of education peeps always get their deadlines mixed up? and it's "pronto pronto send the docs" to me.


oh well, got extended,... phew...

6/18/2010 4:58:17 AM

why am i awake now?

6/18/2010 5:04:04 AM

Guess I'm gonna just fuck around on the interwebs again today. Unless I take initiative and find a project I want to work on.

Then again, they're paying me 4.25€ an hour, so we'll see...

6/18/2010 5:11:30 AM

no wonder my ass has been sore


WEEEEEE NO WORK TIL TWO PM
I can sleep in a fuckton
I can wake up early, and hit the park(s)
I can wake up at a normal hour, and finish up this cabin
I forget what place that was that I was gonna check out for a job

I hope I'm only ever back in NC for short visits.

6/18/2010 5:12:26 AM

^What time is it where you are, like 2am?

6/18/2010 5:14:41 AM

lol no
320

6/18/2010 5:20:43 AM

Ah, knew you were out west but I couldnt remember the time change.

6/18/2010 5:24:12 AM

yeah
mountain, not pacific.
--
I am not dehydrated, yet my ring is loose as shit.
The scale hasn't moved, but my clothes are all annoyingly loose.

I'm doing something right

[Edited on June 18, 2010 at 5:26 AM. Reason : devil's backbone]

6/18/2010 5:25:44 AM

^ wait... what are you doing in a cabin?

6/18/2010 5:34:44 AM

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6/18/2010 5:35:54 AM