Dear god

I wanted that job so badly

And they gave it to some UNC hick with no concept of volume control

4/8/2008 8:47:54 PM

^^thxu, that's what I thought

4/8/2008 8:53:49 PM

I'm balls tired, didn't have time to get to the gym after work and don't feel like going to class tonight.

Grad school sucks ass...

4/8/2008 8:56:57 PM

ugh i look horrible in every outfit i could possibly wear to my interview. ugh. i hate my life

4/8/2008 9:16:24 PM

Don't be so hard on yourself, I bet you'd look great if you go in there with a smile

Good luck!

4/8/2008 9:17:17 PM

this is what i decided to wear: yellow oxford shirt and black skirt suit (obviously tucked into the skirt). except the jacket that goes with the skirt i want to wear needs to be tailored and i haven't had it tailored yet. oops so i don't think i'm going to wear it. it is supposed to be a little warmer tomorrow. so i think i might just carry the jacket. besides i don't even think i need it anyway it is just a dumb internship interview.

and now that i've been wallowing in self pity. i am going to take a bath and get over myself and do some work so that i can actually have fun this weekend.

4/8/2008 9:32:49 PM

Uggg, listening to my parents fight (about how much my dad sucks at life and can't even do two loads of laundry during the day since he doesn't have a job and since my mom is working all day long) while I'm writing a paper that was due last week is not helping me much at all.

Gah why do I wait so long to do my homework.

4/8/2008 9:33:16 PM

i was in a decent mood until earlier


now I'm all asdfrewqxzv

4/8/2008 9:45:45 PM

$2.47!

wow.

4/8/2008 9:47:25 PM

Quote :

"my parents fight (about how much my dad sucks at life and can't even do two loads of laundry during the day since he doesn't have a job and since my mom is working all day long)"

definitely not the kind of thing i'd be posting on tww/sharing with complete strangers

i'd be really ashamed and keep that to myself

4/8/2008 9:50:45 PM

everytime a doorbell rings on tv my dog goes apeshit

ANNOYING...thx southpark

4/8/2008 9:53:20 PM

I want attention liek whoa

4/8/2008 9:55:44 PM

Quote :

"definitely not the kind of thing i'd be posting on tww/sharing with complete strangers i'd be really ashamed and keep that to myself"

why should I be ashamed? I'm not the one that's turning into a complete bum and doing nothing but drinking and smoking weed all day. I'm not the one that's too stubborn to go find a job because I think I'm too over qualified for everything that comes up. I'm not the one that was the one supporting a family of five when my wife is only bringing in the income of a teacher assistant and I'm still supporting three children one of which is in college right now, another one that is going to start college in the fall, and a third that is going to turn 16 in the summer. Why should I be ashamed of all of this? It's not me that is failing at life big time.

4/8/2008 10:08:33 PM

yeah i feel ya girl.
i could go for a movie / cuddle session right now myself

4/8/2008 10:09:06 PM

^^when's the last time you told him you loved him?

4/8/2008 10:10:15 PM

my dad and I rarely share those kinds of emotions with each other.

4/8/2008 10:11:15 PM

no time like the present.

[Edited on April 8, 2008 at 10:12 PM. Reason : .]

4/8/2008 10:12:31 PM

4/8/2008 10:16:50 PM

that's just not something that's big in my family, between my mom and I, yes we do tell each other we love each other, there are only rare occasions when my dad and I share that. The last time I think we told each other we love each other is when he told me that the reason they want me to come back home and go to community college is because they love me and want me to figure out that I need to do good in school to be who I want to be in the future.
But then again, a lot of this has changed since my dad lost his job 3 years ago, he pretty much stopped showing any type of emotion. I don't see any affection between my parents anymore, it's like they're just going through the motions of marriage now.

4/8/2008 10:17:58 PM

finally took the first real step

4/8/2008 10:41:15 PM

so much done


so much left to do

4/8/2008 10:44:30 PM

the office

4/8/2008 10:48:52 PM

uggg okay this break is over, now back to writing about the adulthood of Galileo Galilei

4/8/2008 10:50:21 PM

i need a snack what should i make. reheated pizza? ok.

4/8/2008 10:51:06 PM

hi, katherine.

4/8/2008 10:52:00 PM

hallo

4/8/2008 10:54:49 PM

yay so i bought a new bedroom set tonight

4/8/2008 10:56:28 PM

which one did you end up buying?

4/8/2008 10:58:11 PM

http://www.raymourflanigan.com/catalog/details.asp?ID=11321#

if the photogallery was working i'd upload the floorplan ive decided on.

with having 9'x7' (which ever means 9' tall) windows on two walls of the bedroom, it's gonna be pretty sweet

[Edited on April 8, 2008 at 11:02 PM. Reason : e]

4/8/2008 11:01:07 PM

B, Y, X, V, O, B, Q

what the hell do i do with that?

4/8/2008 11:02:59 PM

boxy

4/8/2008 11:03:15 PM

dickie the animated penis

4/8/2008 11:03:35 PM

^4

ooooh i like. that is going to impress the ladies

4/8/2008 11:05:39 PM

dropped the two b's on an e for ebb with a double word score

4/8/2008 11:08:44 PM

i feel like i could drink water every second of the day and STILL be thirsty. do i have type 2 diabetes? i'm not fat. at least i didn't think i was that fat.

4/8/2008 11:10:50 PM

water is good!


and i think it'll go well in the new place


one particular girl i showed it to, her initial reaction was "oooo handles"



[Edited on April 8, 2008 at 11:17 PM. Reason : e]

4/8/2008 11:15:53 PM

wow chatterbox is a little scary

4/8/2008 11:17:09 PM

no kidding

4/8/2008 11:17:39 PM

I need to find a new woman

4/8/2008 11:18:18 PM

handlebars

wtf is that about

4/8/2008 11:18:48 PM

blond with pigtails?

4/8/2008 11:19:28 PM

I'm in need of a little motivation right now...this paper is proving harder than I needed it to be

4/8/2008 11:20:09 PM

to the water drinker, are you also peeing all the time........like ALL the time.

how yellow is it... especially first thing in the morning.

4/8/2008 11:21:19 PM

no i still feel like i pee normally. well recently i've been getting up to pee in the middle of the night and i guess i USUALLY don't do that. i am usually too lazy and wait until morning, but now it wakes me up. but other than one night pee, i think i still pee pretty regularly. and i haven't really inspected the color.

all i know is i'm seriously thirsty all the time. and i wake up like DYING of thirst. and i don't drink a lot of soda. at most one a day. sometimes none. i basically only drink water but recently i feel like i just refill my brita filter ever 2 seconds because i drink so much.

[Edited on April 8, 2008 at 11:24 PM. Reason : .]

4/8/2008 11:23:05 PM

well if its water clear...go to the student health center and have them do a dipstick to check the specific gravity.....

4/8/2008 11:28:46 PM

my head hurts from studying the thesis.

4/8/2008 11:29:48 PM

I hate feeling like this.

4/8/2008 11:29:48 PM

yay unreliable internet connection


ok so go get it checked out, they'll dip your urine, check some bloodwork

unusual thirst is definitely something to check out

either for diabetes 2

or diabetes insipidus

[Edited on April 8, 2008 at 11:34 PM. Reason : .]

4/8/2008 11:32:09 PM

well if its water clear...go to the student health center and have them do a dipstick to check the specific gravity.....

4/8/2008 11:33:13 PM

ok. will do. what else makes you super thirsty besides diabetes which i'm sure i don't have since my only symptom appears to be extreme thirst

4/8/2008 11:33:48 PM