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[Edited on October 1, 2007 at 7:38 PM. Reason : OMGAH]

10/1/2007 7:37:38 PM

haha h8r

10/1/2007 7:38:04 PM

i must confess..

10/1/2007 7:39:52 PM

I'm done trying to get people to listen to my music, and I know I say this all the time, but this time I really mean it. I realize that there are many more people out there who are down with what I listen to, and that I don't have to put up with someone making fun of me for music they haven't bothered to listen to (or had never heard of). It dawned on me last night that I was wasting my time and that I am fucking dumb.

10/1/2007 7:39:53 PM

Quote :

"I'm done trying to get people to listen to my music, and I know I say this all the time, but this time I really mean it. I realize that there are many more people out there who are down with what I listen to, and that I don't have to put up with someone making fun of me for music they haven't bothered to listen to (or had never heard of). It dawned on me last night that I was wasting my time and that I am fucking dumb"

do you really care that much?


I mean, who gives a damn what your friends and stuff want to listen to


maybe they think what you listen to is stupid and shitty

10/1/2007 7:40:18 PM

it's just convenient to agree on music when you ride in a car frequently with someone, and I think it's weird to only listen to what one person wants to listen to (especially on long drives.)

I mean, if I have to listen to his shitty music he should be fair and listen to mine instead of vetoing it without attempting to branch out.

10/1/2007 7:43:28 PM

**compromise**


it's not that hard

10/1/2007 7:44:16 PM

just listen to some jazz instead

10/1/2007 7:44:43 PM

^^for some people it is and that is primarily what that ranty post is about.

and I will be in trouble for all this later

^we can agree on NPR

10/1/2007 7:45:03 PM

admit it, you just loved being in the car with me 'cause we like the same music

10/1/2007 8:03:50 PM

10/1/2007 8:11:07 PM

on more than one occasion, I have imagined ^^ and ^ getting freaky

it was vivid

the last time, I actually played the whole thing out with puppets

10/1/2007 8:12:32 PM

I'm shy.

OMGAH~

10/1/2007 8:16:58 PM

^^ Stick puppets or sock puppets?

10/1/2007 8:17:59 PM

My puppet's definitely a stick puppet!

but he'd be shy too

10/1/2007 8:20:02 PM

sock puppets

I used little cotton balls for your chesticles, and cut out a little hole for your anti-dangly partys

H8R, I printed out a picture of and glued it to the stick for your face.

10/1/2007 8:20:17 PM

hahahaha

10/1/2007 8:21:32 PM

hahahaha

10/1/2007 8:22:00 PM

Quote :

"admit it, you just loved being in the car with me 'cause we like the same music "

yes I told Chris about some of the stuff we listened to and he rolled his eyes at me

10/1/2007 8:37:54 PM

WELL HE IS SILLY

also, we sorta had to, since Rilo Kiley didn't play everything we wanted to hear anyhow

10/1/2007 8:42:22 PM

not only that, but everything else too he isn't a beach boys fan

10/1/2007 8:45:22 PM

I'll always regret not being stupid and carefree when I was in high school and college. I took things much too seriously and had a crippling fear of consequences pounded into my brain for longer than I can remember. I was the goody-goody kid, never snuck out of the house, never went to drinking parties in high school, never smoked pot, passed up two sure shots at casual sex thanks to the brainwashing from my repressed religious upbringing. I shared Umbrellaman's attitude about being superior and above the baser human insticts, but it kept me from having fun and really was just an excuse for my own lack of confidence in social situations.

I managed to change a lot of things in my life, lost weight, started going out to night spots, made efforts to meet women, and now I'm getting married. Despite all that I've accomplished in the last 3 years, I'll always wish I could go back and slap my former self, tell him to relax, get in trouble, and have fun. Those years are lost forever. My self-inflicted repression resulted in having little in common with nearly everyone. When people exchange stories about the time they outran the cops, or that big keg party at graduation, or the time they got it on in the Jiffy Lube bathroom (true story), I have nothing to contribute. I've attempted to make up for some of it, getting drunk, going to strip clubs, having sex with my girlfriend in my conservative parents' house (at the age of 26, woo-hoo), but, excluding that last item, it's not as much fun when there's no longer a danger of getting in trouble or getting caught.

Don't avoid life like I did.

10/2/2007 10:14:11 AM

I dunno what the fuck to call them

...but when talking to my bf and my best friends, I call them "panic attack thingys". What a great name.

I'll see something, have enough time to go "OH SHIT" and then the fight or flight reaction kicks in (in part), my field of vision narrows, the whole thing lasts less than a minute, my skin burns, and afterwards, I'm completely worn out, nauseous, and ill at ease.

I had so many of these yesterday I missed work and class

I still don't know wtf is going on. I hate it most when they happen at work, because I deal with people, and I have to keep acting normal. They've also happened a once or twice while driving, and that is fucking scary as hell.

10/2/2007 10:21:16 AM

Quote :

"he isn't a beach boys fan"

oh dear, it's more serious than I thought

10/2/2007 11:16:55 AM

i used to pee just a tiny lil bit in my roommates' kool-aid

10/2/2007 3:52:56 PM

Quote :

"I'll always regret not being stupid and carefree when I was in high school and college. I took things much too seriously and had a crippling fear of consequences pounded into my brain for longer than I can remember. I was the goody-goody kid, never snuck out of the house, never went to drinking parties in high school, never smoked pot, passed up two sure shots at casual sex thanks to the brainwashing from my repressed religious upbringing. I shared Umbrellaman's attitude about being superior and above the baser human insticts, but it kept me from having fun and really was just an excuse for my own lack of confidence in social situations. I managed to change a lot of things in my life, lost weight, started going out to night spots, made efforts to meet women, and now I'm getting married. Despite all that I've accomplished in the last 3 years, I'll always wish I could go back and slap my former self, tell him to relax, get in trouble, and have fun. Those years are lost forever. My self-inflicted repression resulted in having little in common with nearly everyone. When people exchange stories about the time they outran the cops, or that big keg party at graduation, or the time they got it on in the Jiffy Lube bathroom (true story), I have nothing to contribute. I've attempted to make up for some of it, getting drunk, going to strip clubs, having sex with my girlfriend in my conservative parents' house (at the age of 26, woo-hoo), but, excluding that last item, it's not as much fun when there's no longer a danger of getting in trouble or getting caught. Don't avoid life like I did."

yep

life is short

you never really know when or where it will be taken away from you

I've come really close... like, REALLY close to being dead twice in my life over the past 3 years and it completely changed my outlook on everything... and both times I had no idea it was coming

it makes you really see things from a different perspective

10/2/2007 3:56:34 PM

Quote :

"I'll always regret not being stupid and carefree when I was in high school and college."

You sure you're ready to get married?

10/2/2007 4:32:46 PM

http://youtube.com/watch?v=kYVnosKj8i4

10/2/2007 5:00:33 PM

traffic sux

10/2/2007 5:03:15 PM

i like it when girls come into class with hard nipples

10/2/2007 6:31:42 PM

I miss Stiletto.

10/3/2007 12:35:52 AM

If I don't whack off or have an orgasm by some other means at least once a day, I get waaayy too wound up.

10/3/2007 12:38:13 AM

I spend about an hour a day doing nothing but listening to Supertramp's "Goodbye Stranger" on repeat. This has been going on for about a month.

AND I WILL GO ON SHINING, SHINING LIKE BRAND NEW!
NEVER LOOK BEHIND ME. MY TROUBLES WILL BE FEW...

10/3/2007 12:54:59 AM

Quote :

"I miss Stiletto."

I do too.

10/3/2007 12:58:24 AM

jettison
verb jettisoned, jettisoning

1. To throw (cargo) overboard to lighten a ship, aircraft, etc in an emergency.
2. colloq
To abandon, reject or get rid of something.
Thesaurus: abandon, discard, expel, dump, ditch.

10/3/2007 1:02:57 AM

I get relatively lonely, melancholy very often.

But I always ultimately don't want anyone around very much.

Oh, the duality of life.

[Edited on October 3, 2007 at 1:05 AM. Reason : .]

10/3/2007 1:04:47 AM

I met my last two girlfriends via the internet.

10/3/2007 1:07:22 AM

I have absolutely no faith in mankind..particularly, in adults.

I thusly adopt a deepening mode of self-loathing with each passing day.

10/3/2007 1:09:17 AM

you are one unhappy person.

10/3/2007 1:10:39 AM

strangely enough, I'm not.

It's all relative. You won't find one person who says I'm a downer kinda dude. I'm able to accomplish this because I've lost hope in people. When you have no expectations of people, it's hard to really be down.

I'm good.

10/3/2007 1:12:36 AM

Quote :

"It's all relative. You won't find one person who says I'm a downer kinda dude. I'm able to accomplish this because I've lost hope in people. When you have no expectations of people, it's hard to really be down."

10/3/2007 1:13:17 AM

GOODBYE STRANGER
IT'S BEEN NICE
HOPE YOU FIND YOUR PARADISE
TRIED TO SEE YOUR POINT OF VIEW
HOPE YOUR DREAMS WILL ALL COME TRUE

GOODBYE MARY
GOODBYE JANE
WILL WE EVER MEET AGAIN?
FEEL NO SORROW
FEEL NO SHAME
COME TOMORROW, FEEL NO PAIN...

10/3/2007 1:13:29 AM

There was a time when I thought there was a great, collective good in the world. I've since realized it's really just 6.5 billion narcissistic bullshitters. I blame westernization.

10/3/2007 1:14:45 AM

I blame shitty people


thats it


I wanna be rich and have it all


but I manage to not be a dick

10/3/2007 1:15:31 AM

^^ There are still good chunks of that 6.5 billion who haven't been Westernized, dude.

[Edited on October 3, 2007 at 1:16 AM. Reason : .]

10/3/2007 1:16:07 AM

^^,^^^AHA, I don't think you two are quite on the same page.

^We all know what he means though.

[Edited on October 3, 2007 at 1:17 AM. Reason : sss]

10/3/2007 1:17:02 AM

I'm not talking about being polite. I've known plenty of people who had money and were pretty nice. It's a collective thing I'm talkin. And man, it's actually a long diatribe that I'll not post on TWW, much less in Chit Chat.

^^^yes, yes, I know. But the ones making the decisions on a broad spectrum are. Hell, 3 billion live in caves and shacks.

[Edited on October 3, 2007 at 1:18 AM. Reason : eh]

10/3/2007 1:17:19 AM

gonna drop a deuce
shower
and go to bed

10/3/2007 1:17:22 AM

fair enough sir




I'll see you when you get back to town anyway

10/3/2007 1:18:05 AM

Oh Jesus I'm not tryna preach. I'm just waxing philosophical cryptic and vague.

10/3/2007 1:19:06 AM